The Lesser Sun

Scary, in obsession,
Relentless in craziness,
But not entirely wrong,
Fighting, fighting, fighting,
The time that I want to take to live inside my head,
Alone.

Blue, RED, black,
This is black, again,
Fuck the holocaust,
It's all too tame,
Boil it down to nothing-ness,
It all becomes the same.

Feeling creepy, and weird,
Disgusting, and sheered,
Razor burn itch,
Life of the witch, today.

And then the tumble, tumbling,
The cries, those eyes,
In motherhood humbled,
Breath of relief, released,
Let go of the selfish episodes,
Staring into space,
A finger snaps,
I wake up,
And get to see your face.